love

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I'm Chloe who belongs to Mr.Gan and Mrs.Yap.
I am eighteen-year-old in year of 2010. Take my first breathe on 21051992. Purple is my favourite colour. XOXO One of the dream i'll be wanting to achieve now is to FLY! :]

Hello buddies, i has just arrive KL this morning by dongwei 's car. He drives quite fast so we only take about 6hours to reach the destination. It has been about five days I back to KB. Frankly i am lack of sleep, but i really enjoy the life in my hometown. Feel so bad to leave my home sweet home ,my friends and also him.

I'll never forget the day of 25th July 2010, the third day i be in KB, it is mama's birthday. I bought a fruit cake which she likes the most. That's the first time i called her as "mama" by singing the birthday song. She seems very happy, of course i am feeling very excited too! Although she's not my mum, but I love this woman very much since she treats me like her own daughter. I wish to call her as MA in the coming days so that i am trying and attempt to maintain this relationship. I don't think that i can meet others family which are so friendly and sayang me like their own child. I really appreciate the everything i has right now. Since i realized that he means a lot to me, I've had change my temper, control my emotion all the times. And now, i am able to calm myself all the times . Unfortunately ,I'm wrong.

The last day before i came back, I saw something that destroys my mood absolutely. What the X? I tried not to be influence by that but I know i can't do it. Guess what happened after that? I find him and had a little talk with him and we good back afterward. THAT's US! Btw, there's a big war is coming towards us. Few hours before I leave KB, i received a worse msg .I don't talk too much here. In brief, the msg really kills me ,stab me as well. I know it's very ruthless very brutal, but should i accept? He scolded on me with very tough words. I know ,tears couldn't settle down anything. I controlled.

I didn't mean to be liar and tell lies to him. I wish he would gimme a chance to explain everything. Coz this is not the ending i prefer. I confess that i am a very stubborn person who don't like to listen to advices. I like to do whatever i think it's correct and follow my feeling. That's me.

Now,I realized the importance of being honesty. Something you're trying to attempt in three years will gone in only three seconds without trust and be honest .But it's late, the truth is ruthless. I has totally lost everything in seconds. Is hopeless and already gone entirely. :'C

Btw, I will not give up for so easily. I want to strive and strive my happiness from there! Be strong and i have to grow stronger!